Devotionals for the Heart: What plants taught me about being deeply rooted

How Deep Are Our Roots?
A devotional by Patricia Russell

“Let your roots grow down into him, and let your lives be built on him. Then your faith will grow strong in the truth you were taught, and you will overflow with thankfulness.” —Colossians 2:7 (NLT)

Whack! Whack! Whack!

This was the sound of the instruments we used to dig up plants. The plants had deep roots and every time we hit the ground with the hoe, we pulled up through the dirt an incredible number of weeds. These weeds ran deep. I had never seen so many attached to one plant.

Our voices echoed each other with deep sighs of, “Oh my goodness. There are more here. Come back, there’s another one!” More than once, we had to return to the same place to chip away at the long stalks of weeds that had wound themselves tightly in the earth. We swung at them, then pulled and put the instrument deeper to dig down to finally see an end to the annoying strands of weeds.

The aspect of being rooted really came alive to me in a new way that day. I felt like I had a practical window into why Jesus Christ spoke often about soil, plants and farming when communicating to the people in The Holy Bible. The Apostle Paul wrote this letter to the Colossian church and in it, he told them to let their roots not only grow but also go deep and be anchored and strong in Christ. What roots was he referring to? Paul was speaking to their faith and confidence in Christ.

He wanted them to ensure that their conviction of who Christ is be so strong and solid that nothing could shake their belief. When you know something is true it will take a lot to shake you out from that belief because you’re deeply rooted. When you read the scripture, meditate on it and understand it in context it is planted in your spirit. However, when that Word is tested by the firestorm of a trial or storm in life, then the depth and security of that root is also tested.

As a child, I developed a love for memorizing scripture even when I didn’t fully understand what those Bible verses meant. As I became a teenager, I would read those passages again and they took on a new meaning to me. Many times, I would be experiencing something in my life and a verse that I had memorized would give me a better understanding and comfort for what I was experiencing in that moment. The Word of God was taking root in my heart.

As an adult, I still face challenges that are common in this life on Earth but because the truth of God’s Word had taken root in my spirit, I am always encouraged and comforted by The Holy Spirit. The Bible stories and verses always give me hope. When I read The Bible, God reminds me that He is with me, so I am never alone.

Day by day, as I spend time with God in Bible study and prayer, I continue to grow stronger. As a result, my heart overflows with gratitude to God. I was thankful for His Word. I can tell you with full confidence today that just like a plant being placed in good soil—watered and nurtured—we each have to do the work to ensure we are grounded in our relationship with Jesus Christ. When the Word of God is rooted deep within us then there is nothing that can uproot us.

The storms will come. The trouble will come. The disappointments will come. Yet, because we have taken the time and care to plant our faith in God’s Word, growing our spiritual roots deep in our Firm Foundation (Jesus Christ) then our faith and trust in God will remain secure and unmovable.

Let’s Pray:

Heavenly Father, thank You for the promises in your Word that give us hope and confidence. As you told us in Your Word to meditate on your truths day and night, I will meditate on them so I can become strong in You. Thank You for every blessing I receive from hiding your Word in my heart to not only keep me from sinning but also to guide my every step through this life on Earth. I love you, Lord. Thank You for being here for me and all of humankind. 

 

In Jesus’s name I pray, Amen.

~*~
Song of Reflection #1: “The Anchor Holds” by Ray Boltz. Listen to it here.

Song of Reflection #2: “Promises” (feat. Joe L Barnes & Naomi Raine) by Maverick City | TRIBL. Listen to it here.

Song of Reflection #3: “Into the Sea (It’s Gonna Be Ok)” by Tasha Layton. Listen to it here.

~*~
Author Bio:

Patricia is a worship leader, songwriter, speaker and compiler of her 2020 best-seller anthology Stronger Resilience: Stories to Empower the Mind, Body and Spirit, as well as Lord I Trust You: Words of Encouragement to encourage readers and share life lessons during her cancer journey. 

Patricia writes, speaks, and teaches on the power of God’s Word to heal and empower you to become all that you are purposed for. She has traveled internationally and shared her gifts with audiences to encourage, empower and share life lessons through word and song. Patricia has sung on national television broadcasts and shared the stage with several respected speakers including Anne Graham Lotz and Rev. E.V. Hill.

Her greatest joy is being married to her husband, Wayne, for 34 years. Together they serve the community through their local congregation as well as providing premarital and marriage coaching. They have two adult children, Raquel and Benjamin. As a two-time breast cancer overcomer, Patricia coaches’ others to develop resilience and live life to their fullest.

Patricia has released two gospel music recordings: “Draw Me Nearer” and “Lord, I Trust You”. In March 2022, she launched her podcast “Becoming Resilient” which can be downloaded wherever you get your podcasts and also seen on YouTube.

When not reading or studying, Patricia loves to eat Thai food and spend time with “Lucy” – her daughter’s Yorkie-poo who has taken up room in her heart.

~*~
Connect with Patricia:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/patrussellsings/
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/pat.russell.98877/
Email Patricia: patrussellsings@gmail.com

Devotionals for the Heart: God adores a gentle and quiet spirit in women

The Strength of a Gentle Spirit
A devotional by Erica J. Hill

“Your beauty should not come from outward adornment, such as elaborate hairstyles and the wearing of gold jewelry or fine clothes. Rather, it should be that of your inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in God’s sight.”—1 Peter 3:3-4 (NIV)

In a world that celebrates strength as hardness, God invites women into a softness that heals, protects, and transforms.

March is Women’s History Month, a time when we often hear the phrase coined by Laurel Thatcher Ulrich, “Well-behaved women seldom make history.” This quote suggests that women who follow the rules rarely create change. Yet those same women are often labeled too assertive, too aggressive, and other unbiblical things. This tension has created a quiet exhaustion for many women, helping explain why so many have been drawn to the idea of the soft girl era. At its heart, this movement reflects a longing to pursue dreams, protect peace, and move out of survival mode into gentleness and emotional safety.

These are not shallow desires; they echo the rest and wholeness Scripture invites us into. Yet when I turned to social media to understand how softness is defined, the picture felt incomplete. What I encountered was femininity presented as an aesthetic—cute clothing, candlelit moments, long showers, travel, luxury dining, and curated comfort.

That emphasis made me pause. In conversations about softness, I rarely hear discussion of godliness. There was little mention of reading God’s Word (The Holy Bible), prayer, fasting, or fellowship with other followers of Jesus Christ. These are practices that anchor peace in something deeper than circumstances. This raises an important question: How can we find lasting peace and practice true gentleness in a hectic world if our lives are not anchored in God?

A biblical understanding of softness must begin within. If we truly want to experience it, we must start with the hard work—inviting God to search our hearts and reveal what needs healing, correction, and surrender. Outward practices are not wrong, but they are not where godly softness is formed. What is of great worth in God’s sight is an inner life shaped by humility, trust, and obedience.

When we look to God’s Word, we see that this kind of softness has always been present. Throughout Scripture, we find women whose gentleness was rooted in spiritual maturity.

Esther stands as a powerful example. Faced with the potential destruction of her people, she did not rush into the king’s presence demanding justice. Instead, she prepared herself through fasting and approached the situation with wisdom and restraint. She trusted God’s timing rather than forcing an outcome. Her softness was not passive; it was courage under control. Read about this in the Bible book titled with her first name (Esther).

Abigail’s story reinforces this truth in a different setting. When she ran to David to save her household, she did not confront him with anger or force. Instead, she spoke with wisdom and restraint, reminding him of who he was before God and calling him back to the future God had promised. Her softness was not silence—it was discernment guided by spiritual clarity. Read about this in 1 Samuel 25:18–35.

Together, Esther and Abigail reveal what our culture often misses: softness is not weakness, avoidance, or appearance. It is spiritual maturity. It is knowing when to speak, how to speak, and trusting God to govern the outcome.

For many women today, the longing for softness goes unfulfilled because the deeper work has been overlooked. Healing wounds and inviting God into broken places is far more demanding than curating a peaceful image.

This is why I believe so deeply in self-care—or, as I prefer to call it, soul care. My desire is not simply to look whole, but to be whole. Soul care is intentional and spiritual. It involves surrendering anxieties to God, consecrating our lives before Him, and allowing what no longer serves His purpose to die. Soul care looks like prayer, fasting, time in God’s presence, and rest that restores rather than distracts.

Soul care also requires allowing God to heal the wounds left by others. Mary Magdalene’s story reminds us that softness follows deliverance, not avoidance. Before she devoted herself fully to following Jesus, He first freed her from what bound her. Her softness was the fruit of healing (Luke 8:1–3). If we do not allow God into our broken places, we cannot expect to experience a soft life rooted in freedom.

Healing and biblical softness are not instant; they are shaped through surrender and sustained by trust in God. This shaping is not always comfortable, yet it is purposeful. True softness cannot be separated from transformation; it requires allowing God to address what we carry and what we have hardened ourselves against. God does not soften us by removing the work, but by walking with us through it, teaching us to release control and trust Him enough to heal what we once guarded.

The beauty of this shaping is found in the hands that guide us. God is gracious. He does not abandon us while He reshapes us. He stays near, patient and attentive, forming something new within us. What emerges is not fragility, but wholeness. Not weakness, but peace.

This is the softness God invites us into—not a curated aesthetic or temporary comfort, but an inner life anchored in Him. A softness that heals, discerns, protects, and endures. Remember, God is the potter, and we are the clay. In His hands, even the shaping becomes an act of care.

Let’s Pray: Heavenly Father, soften the places in me that life has made hard. Search my heart, heal my wounds, and teach me to trust You more deeply. Form within me a gentle and quiet spirit that reflects Your peace, strength, and grace. In Jesus’s Name I pray. Amen.

Song of Reflection #1: “Refiner” by Maverick City Music. Listen to it here.

Song of Reflection #2: “Have Your Way” by Travis Greene. Listen to it here.

Song of Reflection #3: “Gracefully Broken” by Tasha Cobbs Leonard. Listen to it here.

Song of Reflection #4: “The Potter’s Hand” by Helen Baylor. Listen to it here.

~*~
Author Bio:

Erica J. Hill is a wife, mother, and proud grandmother living in Georgia. 

With a career spanning both elementary education and higher education, she has served as an elementary and middle grade English Language Arts (ELA) teacher and now works as an administrative assistant in higher education. Currently pursuing her master’s degree in Instructional Technology and Media Center Specialist, Erica’s love for learning and teaching runs deep.

Raised in the Southern Baptist tradition, she has faithfully served as a Sunday School teacher and now as one of the youth directors at her church. A lifelong writer at heart, Erica once set her passion aside to pursue other career goals—but recently felt God’s undeniable tug to pick up her pen again, this time to write for His Kingdom.

She is currently working on her first book, Worthy. Whole. Woman. It is a devotional that she hopes will be an encouraging resource created to uplift and empower women—especially women of color—to walk confidently in their God-given identity.

Through her words, Erica blends faith in God, personal reflection, and practical wisdom to inspire women to heal, grow, and embrace the fullness of who God created them to be.

Originally from Atlanta, Erica now calls Macon County home, where she lives with her husband and children. In her free time, you’ll usually find Erica curled up with a good book, working on DIY projects, or planning her next travel adventure.

~*~
Connect with Erica:
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/leahsgrace2931/
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/leahsgrace2931/

Devotionals for the Heart: What plants taught me about turning to Christ

Leaning Toward the Light
A devotional by Jessica Brodie

“Some of the Pharisees in the crowd said to Jesus, “Teacher, rebuke your disciples!” “I tell you,” he replied, “if they keep quiet, the stones will cry out.’”—Luke 19:39-40 (NIV)

Have you ever really paid attention to the little kernels of joy God gives us in the everyday? He gives us signs and promises in even the most mundane or commonplace things. For example, my house plants.

As much as I’d love to say otherwise, I’m not terribly great at all things domestic. But one thing I’ve mastered is taking care of my house plants. Through hard work, I’ve figured out how to keep them alive. I’ve actually had one since before my son was born—and my son just turned 20.

My plants—seven at last count—are all grouped together behind my kitchen sink in this little triangular nook, nestled between two large windows. What I think is so neat is how they tilt. It doesn’t matter how I turn them or what position they started out in, but after I’ve watered them for the week, as the week progresses, I noticed them curving ever so slightly to the left, toward where they get the brightest morning sun. Their entire bodies seem to quiver in expectation of the love and nurturing they get from that sunlight. After all, they need that light to grow and thrive, to be healthy and strong.

We are a lot like those plants, only our life source isn’t necessarily the sun—it’s the Son (Jesus Christ), right along with the Father (God) and the Holy Spirit. God, three in one, is the preserver and savior and lover of our souls, the one who provides the only things we truly need.

We think we need the things of this world to survive. We think we need money and shelter and all those other creature comforts, but really we just need the Lord because He provides everything else. He provides exactly what we need, and He takes care of us in every circumstance.

Yet in response, what do we do? Like my house plants, do we swivel our bodies and our hearts and our minds toward Him, desperate for His love and all He provides? Do we stay where we are, sturdy in our own prideful, misguided notion that we can take care of ourselves just fine, thank you very much? Or do we turn the other way and seek comfort in things that have nothing to do with Him? Things like worldly, fleshly pleasures?

I think my plants know best. And I think we’d all do well to mimic them—to let our whole selves naturally incline toward the Lord. Reach for Him. Long for Him. Dance for Him. Bask in His love.

Like the plants, we were created intentionally for the Lord. As sentient beings, we have free will—the will to turn our lives toward God or away. But I think deep down we know what we were created for, and what is truly best for us, just like the plants do and just like animals do.

We were created for the Lord.

I choose to act that way. I hope you do, too.

Let’s Pray: 

Dear Lord, 

I love You—but I don’t always act that way. Sometimes I let other things get in the way of my love for You, my focus on You, and the things You want me to focus upon. I let my worldly wants and cares distract me from what is most important. Help me to honor the pure and righteous relationship You created me to have with You. Help me to push aside the unimportant and instead to focus on You, your love, and your intended purposes for my life. And help me to love others in your name, now and forevermore. In Jesus’s Name I pray.

Amen.

~*~
Song of Reflection #1: “Thirst for You” by CeCe Winans. Listen to it here.

Song of Reflection #2: “Artist of My Soul” by Sandi Patty. Listen to it here.

~*~
Author Bio:

Jessica Brodie is an award-winning Christian novelist, journalist, editor, blogger, and writing coach. She is also the editor of the South Carolina United Methodist Advocate, the oldest newspaper in Methodism. 

Her two Christian contemporary novels, The Memory Garden and Tangled Roots, are Amazon bestsellers. Her third novel, Hidden Seeds, releases in May.

Learn more about Jessica’s writing ministry and read her faith blog at http://jessicabrodie.com. 

She has a YouTube devotional, and you can also connect with her on Facebook, Instagram, and more. She’s also produced a free eBook, A God-Centered Life: 10 Faith-Based Practices When You’re Feeling Anxious, Grumpy, or Stressed.

Devotionals for the Heart: Why it's about our posture, not our plans

God’s Not After Your Goals
A devotional by Heidi Lewis-Ivey

“Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing!

Now it springs up; do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the wilderness

and streams in the wasteland.”— Isaiah 43:18-19 (NIV)

There is something about stepping into a new year that awakens ambition in us.

We write vision statements. We outline strategic plans. We choose a “word of the year.” We map out goals with timelines and benchmarks.

There is nothing wrong with planning. Scripture honors wisdom and stewardship. But as I sat with the Lord over Isaiah 43, I felt a quiet correction in my spirit. What if the new thing God is doing has less to do with our plans…and more to do with our posture? We often approach a new season asking, “God, bless my goals.” But what if He is asking, “Will you let Me reshape you?”

Forget the Former Things

When we read, “Forget the former things”, we often assume it refers to past pain, disappointment, or failure. And yes, that may be part of it. But could the “former things” also include former patterns and old paradigms?

Former ways of thinking. Former reactions. Former fears. Former identities we have grown comfortable wearing. Sometimes we are not dwelling on old memories, we are dwelling in old mindsets. We want new outcomes, but we are operating from old paradigms. We desire increase but we resist discipline. We ask for deeper relationships but avoid vulnerability. We pray for promotion but resist the refinement that qualifies us for it.

Mark 2:21-22 (NIV) says, “No one sews a patch of unshrunk cloth on an old garment. Otherwise, the new piece will pull away from the old, making the tear worse. And no one pours new wine into old wineskins. Otherwise, the wine will burst the skins, and both the wine and the wineskins will be ruined. No, they pour new wine into new wineskins.”

The Lord is not just trying to give us something new. He is trying to make us new.

See, I Am Doing a New Thing

Notice the language: I am doing.

The burden is not on us to create the new thing nor is it produced by our hustle or perfect planning. It springs up because He initiates it. But then comes the question: “Do you not perceive it?” Perception requires alignment.

Sometimes the new thing has already begun internally, but we are so focused on external results that we miss the transformation taking place within us. Before He changes our circumstances, He increases our capacity. Before He releases greater responsibility, He refines our character. Before He expands our territory, He stretches our obedience.

The new thing may look like discomfort before it looks like breakthrough.

We Pray for Doors but Resist Development

We ask for open doors. We ask for influence. We ask for impact. But doors require readiness. Influence requires maturity. Impact requires surrender. God does not need our five-year strategy to accomplish His will. He is not waiting on our perfectly crafted vision board. What He desires is a surrendered heart.

This is the tension of Isaiah 43. The Lord declares something new is springing forth. But to perceive it, we must release what is familiar. Not just familiar pain, familiar comfort, familiar control and familiar versions of ourselves. There is a version of you that cannot go where God is taking you.

And that is not punishment. It is preparation.

The New Thing Starts Within

We often assume the new thing will be a new job, a new relationship, a new platform, a new opportunity. But what if the new thing is a renewed mind? A softened heart? A deeper trust? A refined motive?

What if the miracle is internal before it is visible?

The wilderness mentioned in Isaiah 43 was not merely a geographical reality; it was a place of dependence. A place where the people of God had to trust Him daily. The river in the desert symbolized provision where no one should exist.

And sometimes the greatest provision is not resources, it is transformation. This year may not be about achieving more. It may be about becoming more aligned.

A Question for the Heart

As you step into this new season, pause and ask yourself these questions:

Where am I asking for new results without new obedience?
What patterns am I still carrying from the last season?
What part of me is God trying to reshape?
Am I willing to release who I have been to become who He is forming?

The Lord is doing a new thing. The question is not whether He is moving. The question is whether we are willing to move with Him. The breakthrough is not in your planner. It is in your surrender. Perhaps the greatest gift of this new season is not what God will place in your hands, but what He will form in your heart.

The new thing has already begun. Do you perceive it?

Let’s Pray:

Lord in this new season, transform our hearts. Help us to walk out of the old and into the new. We release old mindsets and habits and ways of being so that we can receive the new thing that you are doing in us.

In Jesus’s Name I pray. Amen.

~*~
Song of Reflection #1: “Just the Beginning”  (feat. Kurt Carr & Vonnie Lopez). Listen to it here.

Song of Reflection #2: “New Wine” by Hillsong Worship. Listen to it here.

~*~
Author Bio:

Heidi Lewis-Ivey is an affirmed prophet and an internationally acclaimed speaker.  

She impacts audiences with her authenticity and bold style of delivery. She has had the opportunity to minister in Trinidad, St. Thomas USVI, Manchester and Liverpool (England).

Heidi is an award-winning and bestselling author. She is the author of Can I Rest Awhile? and Black Girl Cry: What Black Women Need to Know to Amplify Their Voices. She is a co-author in Soulful Prayers (Volume 1 and Volume 2) and Soulful Affirmations. Heidi is the convener of the Encountering the Courts of God movement and the founder of Visions International, a training ground for five-fold ministry gifts.

She holds a Master of Business Administration in Organizational Leadership from Norwich University and a Bachelor of Science in Management from Boston University. Heidi is the CEO of Nael & Associates Inc and franchise owner of Patrice & Associates recruiting firm. She is a member of the Pentimenti Women Writers Group, a former mentor with Year Up, former board member for Friends of Young Achievers, and a Diversity Equity and Inclusion Strategist.

Heidi is the proud aunt/great aunt of 14 nieces and nephews and two bonus nieces. They are her joy. The older nephews have become her protectors.

Heidi is an NFL football fan. As a child, she taught herself the game. In 2017 she won her NFL.com fantasy football league. Heidi is an avid reader (Audible listener) of romance novels, a lover of purses and handbags, and a tea snob who believes bling is always appropriate.

She lives in Boston, MA.

~*~
Connect with Heidi:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/iamheidi01
LinkedIn: https://linkedin.com/in/heidi-lewis-ivey

Devotionals for the Heart: We should trust God and let Him fight for us

It’s Not Your Battle
A devotional by Kelly Patterson

And he said, “Listen, all you of Judah and you inhabitants of Jerusalem, and you, King Jehoshaphat! Thus says the Lord to you: ‘Do not be afraid nor dismayed because of this great multitude, for the battle is not yours, but God’s.”

—2 Chronicles 20:15 (NKJV)

There is so much darkness around us in our world today. 

I went to sleep last night worried about so many things, both personal and global.

I woke up the next morning with this tune in my head about how the battle is not ours; it belongs to God. What a wonderful way to wake up! God knows the words we need when we have no words. He gave me that song for this very morning. But do I believe it? Do I really believe God is going to fight my battles?

If you were going through a dark time, maybe I would tell you that He’s going to fight your battles. But when I’m struggling, my first instinct is fear, closely followed by a little fight.

In 2 Chronicles 20, Jehoshaphat caught wind that the Ammonites, Moabites and others were coming to battle against him. He was outnumbered. He was genuinely afraid, yet He turned to God in prayer and called his people together for a time of fasting. I wish that was my first resort every time. I tend to worry first.

I often wonder why some seasons have to be such a battle. Doesn’t God want all the good things for us? However, I wonder if God gave me everything I thought I needed then would I really seek Him? It really is having a need that drives me into my deepest prayers. I once heard that a plant deprived of water and nutrients is forced to grow deep roots. I am like that plant. I do not draw as close to God when all my needs are met. Maybe that’s a reason why God allows the hard things to happen to us in this life on Earth. I desire depth in my relationship with God but I can’t have that when I am grasping for control. The battle belongs to the Lord. 

When I turn to God with all my thoughts and worries, He reminds me that He is there and that I can trust Him. He has been faithful to me over and over again. Every time I experience a new trial and trust God to carry me through, my faith legs become less wobbly. When I know God is holding me up, I am able to stand stronger. I look back and see all He has done, and I am quicker to anticipate what He is going to do. I simply cannot do this on my own. I cannot fight my own battles. I can’t fight my kid’s battles. That is by design. God reminded me this morning that the battle belongs to Him. He fights for me.

Just like the song “Battle Belongs” by Phil Wickham says (and I paraphrase): I can fight this battle on my knees as I pray to God because that is where the real power is found. I can bow before God, lay my battles at His feet, then trust that He will victorious and He will prevail.

Finally, I can rest because God will fight for me.

Let’s Pray:

Dear God,

Help me remember that You love me and You fight my battles for me. Help me to remember to come to You first, humbly seeking to see Your face. I have seen You do so many wonderful things. Please let me see You work again, in these current situations that seem beyond my control. Thank You for reminding me that You really do fight my battles for me.

In Jesus’s Name I pray.

Amen.

~*~
Song of Reflection #1: “Battle Belongs” by Phil Wickham. Listen to it here.

Song of Reflection #2: “I Will Fear No More” by The Afters. Listen to it here.

~*~
Author Bio:

Coming from a Mormon childhood and agnostic belief, Kelly Patterson found Jesus Christ after wrestling with God for many years. 

Kelly has a hunger for the Word and has spent a lifetime following Jesus and going (not always joyfully) where the Spirit leads. It has been a roller coaster, but Jesus has been with her the entire ride. Kelly has a passion for sharing the freedom she found in Jesus with believers and unbelievers alike.

Kelly is a wife, mother of four adult children and has two grandchildren. Kelly still enjoys cultivating intimacy with God, time with family and friends, pickleball and her job at a mental health clinic. Kelly considers life with God an adventure that she loves to share with others.

~*~
Connect with Kelly:
Website: Kellyannpatterson.wordpress.com

Book Spotlight: Chasing Emptiness, Finding Fullness (devotional)

I Chased Success and Found Emptiness
A guest post by Dr. Gladys Childs

Have you ever chased something you thought would make life more full, only to realize it was quietly draining the life out of you?

I have.

A few years ago, I stood at a crossroads that looked impressive from the outside. I was serving as Chair of the Religion Department. I loved my students. I loved the rhythm of teaching. Summers gave me space to breathe and time to be present with my son. My life felt full in the right ways.

Then the Provost approached me about stepping in as Interim Dean of the School of Arts & Letters. I had not been campaigning for it, but the invitation stirred something old in me: leadership, influence, and impact. My husband and I prayed, talked late into the night, and finally decided to try it. We told ourselves it was temporary. If it did not fit, I could step away.

At first, I convinced myself it was working. I avoided the political games of Dean’s Council and met with each dean one-on-one instead. I hired an executive coach. I launched initiatives that protected programs and strengthened morale. On paper, everything looked successful.

But my body told a different story.

I stopped sleeping well. I ate standing up between meetings. My inbox felt like a living thing that multiplied overnight. I would sit in my car before walking into the building and feel a tightness in my chest I could not pray away in five minutes.

Then one afternoon, in the middle of class, a student looked at me and asked, "Do you even want this job?"

The room went still. I said yes. My voice cracked. And in that crack, I heard the truth. I did not want it. I was exhausted. I was slowly disappearing behind a title.

When the permanent dean search opened, everything intensified. Complicated dynamics made applying feel less like ambition and more like escape. I told myself that if I just secured the position, the chaos would settle. The stress would make sense. The sacrifice would be worth it.

I made it to the final three candidates. Then the whispers started. A small group of faculty spread rumors. There were threats of a no-confidence vote against the Provost if I were chosen. What had once felt like an opportunity began to feel like a trap closing in. The Provost called me in and asked me to stay another year as interim, with assurances the permanent role would follow. I sat there, listening, feeling the weight of expectation pressing on my ribs.

And I remembered the words from months earlier. "If you do not like it, you can walk away. You do not need this." So I said, "No." Shock flickered across faces. Some were angry. Others confused. The very people who opposed me celebrated. But when the word left my mouth, something shifted inside me. The tightness eased. I walked out of that building lighter thjan I had felt in months. The “no” was not a failure. It was freedom.

In the quiet that followed, I began to see how subtly I had started chasing fullness in the wrong place. I chose the weight of control over trusting God’s ability to handle any situation. I had carried a weight Jesus Christ never asked me to shoulder. His words in Matthew 11:28–30 came alive in a way they never had before: "Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light."

I had been yoked to something else. No wonder I was worn thin.

As I stepped back into a simpler rhythm, I began to notice what had been missing. Peace that did not depend on outcomes. Joy that did not rise and fall with performance. Patience returned when I was no longer grasping for control. The fruit of the Spirit described in Galatians 5:22–23 was not something I could manufacture through work or control. It grew when I stopped striving.

That season reshaped me. It exposed how easy it is to chase the illusion of security while quietly running on empty. And that is why I wrote my new devotional book: Chasing Emptiness, Finding Fullness: A 45-Day Journey to Spiritual Abundance.

This devotional was born out of lived surrender. It is not a call to try harder. It is an invitation to slow down long enough to notice what we are really chasing and to let the Holy Spirit cultivate what lasts. Each day focuses on one aspect of His fruit, not as a checklist, but as evidence of a life rooted in Him.

If you have ever lain awake rehearsing tomorrow’s demands, wondering why success feels thinner than you expected, you are not alone. If you have smiled through meetings while feeling hollow inside, you are not crazy. And if you suspect God is inviting you to loosen your grip on something impressive, that nudge may be mercy.

Saying no to the corner office did not shrink my life. It redirected it. It opened space for writing, for hosting my tv show, Bare Faith, for walking with others who stand at their own crossroads.

Fullness is not found at the top of a ladder. It is found at the feet of Jesus.

So let me ask you gently: What are you still saying yes to that God never asked you to carry?

The chase can end. And in Christ, true fullness can begin.

~*~
Author Bio: 

Dr. Gladys Childs hosts the TV show Bare Faith, where raw faith and deep pain meet a relentless God.  

Known as the "Truth Doctor," she names the lies standing between people and God’s truth. 

A pastor’s wife, author, speaker, former religion professor, and boy mom, Gladys, speaks with authority, heart, and real-life grit. 

Her new book, Chasing Emptiness, Finding Fullness, offers practical guidance, Scripture, and encouragement to live fully in God’s abundance. Learn more at gladyschilds.com. Follow on Instagram or Facebook.

~*~

Blurb for Chasing Emptiness, Finding Fullness:

Stop chasing what leaves you empty. Discover the spiritual abundance only God provides.

Feeling drained by the pursuit of approval, success, or endless busyness? Chasing Emptiness, Finding Fullness: A 45-Day Journey to Spiritual Abundance is a daily Christian devotional rooted in Galatians 5:22–23. This 45-day Bible study blends short, impactful devotionals with reflective journaling to cultivate the Fruit of the Spirit—love, joy, peace, and other biblical virtues—guiding Christian women and men to deeper faith and spiritual self-help.

With this Christian devotional, you’ll: deepen your faith with daily Scripture and Christian meditations, overcome anxiety and spiritual dryness with practical steps, and grow in biblical virtues through inspiring journaling prompts.

Perfect for Christian women and men seeking spiritual self-help, this devotional leads to the abundant life God intends. Get Chasing Emptiness, Finding Fullness today, and unleash the joy of God’s abundant love!

~*~

Buy this book on Amazon

Devotionals for the Heart: God sees you and understands your deep pain

From Tears to Hope: Embracing the God Who Sees
A devotional by Patti Schultz, Ed.D.

Then she called the name of the Lord who spoke to her, You-Are-the-God-Who-Sees; for she said, “Have I also here seen Him who sees me?”—Genesis 16:13 (NKJV)

In the throes of deep suffering and quiet despair, a woman named Hagar came face to face with El Roi. He is described in Genesis 16:13 as “the God Who Sees”.

God noticed her pain, her tears, and her silent heartbreak. He offered her gentle comfort and renewed hope even when she felt abandoned and invisible. Just as He compassionately saw the woman in the Bible, God sees you. He notices every ache in your body, every tear streaming down your face, and every prayer in your heart.

I understand what it feels like to be unseen in the throes your own profound pain. Over the course of a decade, I endured the heartbreaking loss of nearly a dozen precious babies at various stages of pregnancy. Each loss shattered my heart and left me feeling fragile and vulnerable. During those times, I watched the people who I love (friends and family members) celebrate new life as I witnessed their joyful reactions to their positive pregnancy tests. I cried internally while being outwardly happy for them as I saw these expectant mothers prepare nursery decorations. I tried not to focus on the deep pain of my own dreams of motherhood not coming true yet as I received invitations to their baby showers. It often felt as if my grief was too heavy and too silent for others to truly see or understand.

There were moments when I questioned whether God noticed my pain or if He truly cared about my tears. This kind of overwhelming loneliness can feel isolating because it is an ache that words struggle to express. If you are feeling this way now, please know that you are not alone in your suffering. Your grief matters and your heartbreak is seen by a compassionate God who longs to bring comfort and healing to your broken heart.

During these dark and lonely moments, I clung desperately to the truth that El Roi, the God Who Sees, is near, especially in our times of deepest pain. He saw my heartbreak—every tear, every silent cry—when no one else could. His presence was a gentle reassurance that I was not forgotten. His love didn’t diminish because of my suffering; it became a soothing balm to my wounded soul. I learned through tears and trembling that even in my most vulnerable moments, God was holding me tenderly, weeping with me, and whispering promises of hope and renewal. His compassion is greater than any pain we carry. He understands the aches of your heart and longs to wrap you in His comforting embrace.

Take gentle comfort in the beautiful truth that we serve a God who sees us—truly, deeply, compassionately. He understands your grief, your frustration, your hopes, and even your moments of despair. He is not distant or indifferent to your suffering; He is right there with you, walking beside you in your pain. He sees your heartache and the deep sting within your soul, and His love for you is unwavering. In your moments of weakness, He is your strength and in your moments of sorrow, He is your comfort.

You are immensely precious in His sight—cherished beyond measure. God longs to surround you with His comforting love and to fill your heart with renewed hope in the midst of your struggles. He knows the deepest desires of your heart, those quiet hopes and unspoken prayers. Trust in His perfect timing, even when it feels slow or uncertain, and rest in His never-ending love. Believe that His plans for you are filled with purpose and hope, even if they differ from what you may expect or imagine. Hold onto the hope that, in His mercy and grace, He will transform your sorrow into joy, turning your mourning into dancing, and your tears into a testament of His faithfulness.

Remember, just as God saw me in my pain and carried me through those dark valleys in my life story, He sees you too. Nothing about your suffering is hidden from His compassionate gaze. Lean into His promises, cling to His unwavering love, and know that His mercy is new every morning. Your story is still being written by the One who holds all things together. In His perfect time, He will bring beauty from your ashes and joy from your mourning. Be assured that His love for you is unfailing, and His goodness will shine through even the hardest seasons.

Let’s Pray:

Heavenly Father, El Roi, the God who sees and understands, we come before You with heavy hearts burdened by infertility for some of us and other types of loss for others. Help us to trust that You see our tears and silent prayers and love us unconditionally. Please comfort us with Your gentle presence, strengthen our faith, and help us to trust in Your perfect timing, even when the journey feels long. May Your peace fill our souls, turning our sorrow into joy, and remind us that we are precious in Your sight, held safely in Your loving hands.

In Jesus’s name I pray. Amen.

~*~
Song of Reflection #1: “The God Who Sees” by Nicole C. Mullen. Listen to it here.

Song of Reflection #2: “You Say” by Lauren Daigle | ASL cover by Bee Adams. Listen to it here.

Song of Reflection #3: “The Blessing” by Kari Jobe | ASL cover by Deaf Millennial Project. Listen to it here.

Song of Reflection #4: “Never Alone” by Barlow Girl. Listen to it here.

Song of Reflection #5: “Every Single Tear” by Scott Krippayne. Listen to it here.

Song of Reflection #6: “Friend of a Wounded Heart” by Wayne Watson. Listen to it here.

Song of Reflection #7: “His Strength is Perfect” by CeCe Winans. Listen to it here.

~*~
Author Bio:

Dr. Patti Schultz’s inspiring journey weaves a tapestry of compassion, resilience, and divine hope. 

Formerly a public school principal, professor, teacher, and interpreter for the deaf, she now dedicates her life to a heartfelt ministry rooted in her personal experiences.

As a mother to three miracle boys here on Earth and a member of a heavenly soccer team, Patti’s story is one of unwavering faith and profound love. Her decade-long battle with infertility and recurrent loss fuels her deep compassion for grieving mothers, guiding them toward healing through the comforting embrace of Jesus Christ’s garment.

Patti’s gentle wisdom offers a safe haven for women navigating pain, reminding them they are never alone. Through her ministry, she seeks to envelop grieving mothers in divine comfort, encouraging hope, renewal, and the reassurance that God's love is always near, wrapping them in His compassionate hem as they walk the path to healing.

Living in northern Michigan, she cherishes precious moments with family and community, drawing strength from faith and connection.

~*~
Connect with Patti:
Website: pattischultz.com
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/dr.pattischultz/
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/Dr.Patti.Schultz
Email: dr.patti.schultz@gmail.com